my first post in 2010

Today,is the day that i decide,to go out in the world, experience life as i know it.

why i name my blog as drama queen..it does sound cheesy.but it is me.in my mind, i can play a lot of scenes and it can goes on, from how the beginning is and the end. to me, each drama played in my head is the same as there is in this real life. good thing happen to good people, true love exist and happily ever after also exist. that is why i call life is a stage. people play their role and part to other human being. that is what so artistic about human. they do not realise that at time, they are being observed, remembered and influenced others.

for myself, i share a lot of drama myself. from family to friends and love drama. it gets tiring..but i realised, it make my life more colourful than ever. when i start writting this blog, my ex-boyfriend was my inspiration. as u can read from my past post, it is all about him. it only showed how he influence me in my life where people who are not close will never understand. when he leave, he takes away almost everything that is good and strong within me. but now, i decide, he is in the past, and i want to move forward.

i have so much love around me. now, my inspiration is love. all the love that Allah give to me each day. how can one not see that? He is closer to you than any human is. i am never alone as long as this iman is inside me. from today onwards, this blog will be filled with the stories of love. love between humankind.