the flashback

the poem i'm going to publish below is the one i made months back, when i was in a very depressing moment. how do i get through those days? prayers, prayers, prayers and faith. Allah help me all the way. He granted each one of my wish. He gave me strength. I have been praying to be in love with just my 'going to be husband'. every guy that comes never seems to come close. so one day, i start to give up. that is how this poem created. Allah answered my prayers. i am going to be someone's wife, insyaAllah.

When does the sun really going to shine through my way
Right now, the clouds keep on covering the sun from shedding the light
It make me feel lost
Of hope and of love
I felt alone
In a place where there is everybody
It felt empty
In a place where a career is being made, a dream to catch and a determination to fill
Why does this wounded heart have to continue to be broken without being fixed by anyone
I need to see u my prince
The one thats going to love and to cherish me
The one for me to love endlessly without any hesitation
Where are u my dear one
I’m wrapped up with this wound
Continuing this journey, not knowing what is going to happen next
Being bombarded over and over again
By life, by every ups and downs
By myself
I need u to carry me on your shoulder
Bandage my wound
And hold my hand as i get through this
I need u my dear one
I need u, as someone that i know is there even when u’re not but its enough to get me through the day
I need u, as someone for me to call everyday and tells how the days goes by and it will make my day feel complete
I need u, as someone to share your life with,let me in your life,let me be there for you
I need u, as my friend that gives encouragement and criticism
I need u, as my lover, for me to love till this heart can’t give anymore..
I need u..somewhere out there, i know u’re mine,just that the fate not wanting us to meet..so i’ll wait till the right time comes. Til that day,i’ll wait.