the crush

call me crazy, but i really really feeling like a little girl who found her first crush.OMG right??? hahahaha.so gedik of me.

frankly, i do that sooo many times, that i lost count. i have this habit of liking someone easily. most of the time, it shows,especially when i am talking to that particular person. i will grin widely and smile with my eyes. even my friends notice it. i really like to see good looking guys, especially if he is the type that is shy and play hard to get.:P

but now..hmm...it is really hard to not talk to this particular guy everyday. it is hard to not like him more everyday, when i know, i should not do that. because from the past, i know, when a girl likes a guy and go for it, usually, that guy won't appreciate the girl and truly love her. yes, now, the world is different, girl have the same fighting chance.

but trust me, trying to make a guy fall in love is not an easy work. they are very persistent with their feeling,especially if they truly found the one that they love. nothing can break that, not even with time. i learn that through a hard way. aih..

and don't think i try to steal someone's bf. i don't. he told me he broke up with her, for 3 years i believe that. and it was never like that.

by the way..i think i might like this guy even more. but the thing is, i'm not going to do anything about it. i'm just going to watch him everyday, smile,talk and be his friend:)