its been a wild week!!

frankly,i'm kinda tired with having this back pain again. not able to get up and walk to various place,do many kind of works with the ability to walk. how i am grateful with the days i'll get sometimes without those pain. i get it regularly now, because i'm in internal medicine department which force me to climb stairs and have night shifts and can't sit and walk around. so it is really not good for my back.

i was thinking, with the condition i have, will i be able to be pregnant and carry the baby for nine months????scary thought as being a mother is number two list with what i want in life.

if i can go working for 48 hours without sleep,climbing so many stairs, and stand for many hours, i think i can manage being pregnant.:P.hahah

Allah is there looking out for me. and He is the source of my strength.

i'm focusing to walk now..:)